thoughts and dabblings

Posted 11 months, 4 days ago by irri-kirrillee

So my birthday is up on Friday and I'm turning the big 3-0 

I don't really know how to feel about it tbh. I know it shouldn't matter much but I honestly never thought I'd make it here. 

Nothing bad meant by that probably but it's still crazy I never imagined myself at 30. 

I want to do something but I don't know what and I don't even really have anyone to do anything with aside of course from my partner and roommate. ... Lol idk brains are going at a million miles an hour and also in slowmo. A weird time for sure. 


I wonder if any of my family will call :/

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XD hell yea it's cougering time lmao 

I get that though it's just wild how time just keeps going on and taking you with it even if you don't think you're keeping up 

Thank you~ <3

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<3 thank you!! 

yea it is honestly really surreal more then anything 

i remember when i was 9 turning 10 just first getting into double digits and proclaiming to anyone that would listen that "I wasn't going to be 10 until I felt like I was 10!" XD
god that was so very long ago now smh

Yea! me too, I work that day but i may go out for dinner or something, i don't really know lol we will see

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Lol thank you sm Solar~ 

Honestly the clock just ticktocks away no matter what lol

I def relate to the forst part, I'm downright amazed I made it to 27 lol. Also hello fellow may baby ! Hehe

If you ever want to im always down to draw in streams on our shared servers together , birthday or not !

I hope you have an awesome birthday though c:! Happy BIRTHMUS

god right its so weird being so far along campared to... i guess being a kid lmao idk (oh im june can you believe it's almost June already? this year has been zipping by OTL)

oooo that sounds like fun! i work pretty standard hours now so if you are ever doing one when i am off i would love to hop on!

thank you so much! i appreciate you <3

Oh sorry ! Maybe our time zones are off cuse tomorrow for me is the 31st or I read it wrong which 

possibility LOL I’m blind 

and hell yea I’m def down! And I appreciate you too homie 

No worries~ timezones and all that are always getting in the way of everything I stg 

I look forward to it though! Just lmk